I Am in Great Pain, Please Help Me

Floundering attempts at making some sort of sense

Striving for significance

In a universe that will not give a shit

The myth of Sisyphus

Authenticity is important, but I'm not sure who I am anymore

I'm at the point now where I'm also doubting who I was before

The arbitrary nature of thought leaves me alone and paranoid

Synonyms for a void

Nobody belongs, time brings invalidation

Find selfish solace in mutual trepidation

The absurd condition of human existence

A struggle to embrace

I do not get the point that I am supposed to miss

The passive submission or preferred resistance

Just give me breathing space

The meaning I used to find

Overanalyzed, displaced

Dispense your goals and actions into something trivial

Pick apart pointless projects, my brain sings with vitriol

I don't reflect, I destroy with thinking

The examined life is not worth living

Look at my sad life in detail and you'll see it is a comedy

Sometimes I wish I was a goat

Sometimes I wish I was a goat