Mess

The patience I once had is running away with my youth

Away in its hands

I've been neglecting who I am

That's just who I was back then

Don't need to be perfect, just happy

I'm still a lost boy

I'm still a lost boy

Last year I was a trainwreck, now I'm just a mess

I'm letting go so I don't lose myself

Every once in a while I listen to Death Cab and think about how it used to be

We thought that we knew the answers

When no one was asking

Asking the questions

I'm still a lost boy

I'm still a lost boy

Last year I was a trainwreck, now I'm just a mess

I'm letting go so I don't lose myself

I'm starting to be where I need to be

I'm starting to be where I need to be

It feels like I've been taking the long way for a while now

Haven't been at home in more years than I care to say

I keep letting my past cover what the present shouldn't be

What I shouldn't be

Last year I was a trainwreck, now I'm just a mess

I'm letting go so I don't lose myself

I'm starting to be where I need to be

I'm starting to be where I need to be