The Benefit of Anxiety

I remember now the things we had when we were one,

the life I had during that year.

You called experience!

The memories at your place, and those Sundays in the woods.

Emotional security I was looking for.

I became aware of the bell-glass formed around myself.

I was able to communicate but not able to embrace.

And I wished I could escape from dreams I was living in.

But right before I realized, another caught your eye.

A scythe divides the two of us.

I'm all alone again.

A clear bright voice within me screams:

"Nothing will remain the same!"

For the meaning of my life,

, I crawl up, to get back on my way!

When going through deep despair

in the desolate still of night.

With no-one to turn to in my grief.

No pack of tarot cards

will show the way I must go.

I am about to rely on myself.

For the meaning of my life,

, I crawl up, to get back on my way!

Facing the precious gift,

I received here on earth,

gave me the energy to go on!

No-one will interfere

When I cherish love for my life.

Life loves me more than you've ever loved me!

For the meaning of my life,

, I crawl up, to get back on my way!