I'm Not In The Right Mind

I don't wanna care right now

I just wanna fade out

I'm stuck inside a thought so loud

And I can't get out

Why does it feel so good?

Way better than it should

I never realized

I made my escape

In any way I could

I'm not in the right mind

I've been in denial all this time

I'm not in the right mind to decide

Where I go in life

I'm just trying to get by in ways that I like

But I'm tired of trying

Take when I see it

Shake when I need it

The same day is playing out

Hey, why dont we go play with my ego?

I'll take the easy way out

I'm just so comfortable in here

It keeps me smiling ear to ear

I'm not in the right mind

I've been in denial all this time

I'm not in the right mind to decide

Where I go in life

I'm just trying to get by in ways that I like

But I'm tired of trying

What is life?

Who am I?

What is this dark hanging cloud above me?

Overdose

Comatose

Watching my life flash in front of me like

Late night benders and arms around my friends

Warm inside our beds

Dreaming about whatever is stuck in the back of our heads

Am I alive or am I already dead?

I'm not in the right mind to decide

Where I go in life

I'm just trying to get by in ways that I like

But I'm tired of trying