picking petals

The white walls, they scare me

The blank space on my knees

I stare at the ceiling

While trying to get you

To agree this feeling is dehumanizing

We're all wondering why

Everything is moving west

And the wind is blowing south

I'm picking petals with my teeth

Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it

Trying anything, I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit

Never met him once, but I'll give him all my trust

When he says, "Follow me" to where my mom wouldn't want me to be

And I'm stuck on you, but I can't stay here anymore

I don't get you, but I get why you are the way you are

And when I needed you, you thought best was to leave

But when you needed help, I told you to call me

And baby you begged me to stay by your side

But when we're done doing it, babe, you're not satisfied

And you know you can't hunt with an unloaded gun

But you shoot, and you fire, and you hit more than once

Like a voice breaking glass, you break through my skin

'Cause when you pull the trigger, you know you won't miss

I'm picking petals with my teeth

Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it

Trying anything, I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit

Never met him once, so give him all my trust

When he says, "Follow me" to where my mom wouldn't want me to be

And it goes over again, over again

Over again, over again

Oh, it's over again, over again

Over again, over again

We go over again, over again

Over again, over again no

Ooh, and I would burn to feel you touching me

I'd burn to feel you more

I don't want this, I don't want you

This is nothing I prayed for

And the burn it turned to anger

And the anger turned to bleed

I'm forever a sinner while I tried to stay clean

You know that you like what you're doing to me

It makes you feel good, but you're just so dirty

I'm picking petals with my teeth

Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it

Trying anything, I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit

Never met him once so give him all my trust

When he says, "Follow me" to where my mom wouldn't want me to be

(To where my mom wouldn't want me to be)