HELL

Come on, just call, this is hell

I know, I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'til I get off this plane

Don't know what I'm gon' do (yeah)

The whole world's fighting, I don't wanna fight with you

Love you to death, girl, I see a life with you

Getting older makes it obvious what I want

Daddy issues hit hard, wait 'til father time hits you

I'm anxious, can't fake this

I was never good at patience

This space is so invasive

Everyday shit is difficult, I'm distracted

I got a movie coming out but I don't feel like acting

Like everything's okay 'cause it's not

Pain from the shame makes my insides rot

Drop 20K at Chanel is the least I could do

I be talking to myself when I'm not speaking to you

I'm tired of being me and fucking up

I'm wired, need to sleep, I'm fucking up

Replaying, re-shaming

Check my phone, I keep waiting

Come on, just call, this is hell

I know, I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'tll I'm gettin off of this plane

Don't know what I'm gon' do

Come on, just call, this is hell

I know, I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'tll I'm gettin off of this plane

Don't know what I'm gon' do

Oh, there's nothing I can do

Oh, I don't get to just control

It's not about me, I know

Gotta wait 'til I get home

Do, do, whatever you need, I'll do

Sitting with the person I'm running from now

'Cause I'm too tired to run

Yeah, the hardest thing to do is do nothing

But when you have some space

Doing nothing means something

I'm stuck in the feeling of uncertainty

Living my raps, girl, I'm working on me

See that I can't do the same old nonsense

Blowing up your phone, hijacking your process

Sit with it, that's real

Got a tendency to fix shit and not feel (fuck)

Come on, just call, this is hell

I know, I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'tll I'm gettin off of this plane

Don't know what I'm gon' do

Come on, just call, this is hell

I know, I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'tll I'm gettin off of this plane

Don't know what I'm gon' do

I'm feeling safe so now it's time to sabotage

It gets too serious, I'm bound to laugh it off

I know right where you are

If you could wait there, baby

Could you just stay there, baby?

I know it ain't fair, baby, but I'm crazy 'bout you, oh

Come on, just call, this is hell

I know, I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'tll I'm steppin' off of this plane

Don't know what I'm gon' do, yeah