Addicted

This thorn in my flesh

Tears at me each day

It's taking my life away

I try not to give in

But you don't understand the grip

It has on me

I'm addicted

I'm barely holding on

I'm addicted

I've tried to give up but I'm not that strong

I put this monster in the ground

But it's back to haunt me again

I don't have what it takes this time

I'm starting to slip

I'm addicted

Yeah I'm addicted

I hide it the best I can

Won't let them see who I really am

But inside I'm just a broken man

If they find out about the real me

The one I hate to be

Will they stay or will they leave

I'm addicted

I'm barely holding on

I'm addicted

I've tried to give up but I'm not that strong

I put this monster in the ground

But it's back to haunt me again

I don't have what it takes this time

I'm starting to slip

I'm addicted

Yeah I'm addicted

I can't hold on

If I don't let go

I can't hold on

If I don't let go

I'm letting go

I'm letting go

Yeah I'm addicted

But I'm still holding on

I'm addicted

But He's my strength when I'm not strong

I put this monster in the ground

But it's back to haunt me again

I don't have what it takes this time

God I need You to step in

I'm addicted

Yeah I'm addicted