Night Diving (feat. Cameron Whitcomb)

I had a vision last night

Night diving in Monterey

That water on my skin

It washed my shame away

And I've been sipping on a poison

Even on the days I taste it

Run into the same wall

All because I just can't face it

And I'm tired of running from the conversations

Screaming in the silence all alone

And I miss the innocence that it has taken

Oh, I'm frustrated, I can't take it, but I'll fake it

Then I'll hate myself again

I had a vision last night

Horses on the granite plains (whoa)

That sound of freedom stampeding

Why can't I feel the same?

I've been sleeping wide awake

Slow dancing 'round the cracks in the floorboards

Fighting myself while lying in a bed

I made and can't ignore

And I'm tired of running from the conversation

Screaming in the silence all alone

And I miss the innocence that it has taken

Oh, I'm frustrated, I can't take it, but I'll fake it

Then I'll hate myself again

Oh, I'm frustrated, I can't take it, but I'll fake it

Then I'll hate myself

I'm bleeding, I can't breathe in

And I'm tearing at the seams

Oh, I'm so scared that I won't make it out

I'll let you down

And I'll hate myself again