Country

I'm thinking about going back to the country

I'm thinking about going back for some air

I'm thinking about how we used to be friends

I want to tell you but you're not there

So I'm writing you this song I won't send you

In this room that I'm trying to keep clean

Last time you were here you'd bought

A whole bunch of Modafinil and you couldn't sleep

You know that I'm incapable of changing

Some people just get stuck in their ways

Never thought it'd be me like this

I was meant to be brave

And the only thing about missing you

Is that I don't miss you at all

Till now I'd stopped thinking about you

Since you'd stopped returning my calls

I think it's a little bit different now

I got a boyfriend and I got a psych

I know that one of them cares about me

And at least that the other one tries

Sometimes I still think about dying

No, not the fear but the want

Not quite as much as I did back then

But it's still something I'm trying to work on

And you know that I'm incapable of changing

Some people just get stuck in their ways

Never thought it'd be me like this

Yeah, I was meant to be brave

I'm thinking about going back to the country

I'm thinking about going back for some air

I'm thinking about how I can't remember your face

But I know that I used to see it everywhere