Self Medicated

A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken

There is no light inside of me

I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome

But I can never sleep

My mind plays games when I'm alone now

You said the worst things to get inside my head

Intoxication takes control now

Self medication takes it's grip

I'm crawling on the floor

(Take deep breaths, my heart is racing)

There's clawing at the door

Oh God, dont let 'em take me

Now I have to find a way out

I have to find my voice

I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me

When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me

I turn into someone, I hate completely

It's me against the world

(Take cover, you cannot fix me)

Just throw me to the wolves

I'm a victim of self-pity

Now I have to find a way out

I haνe to find my voice

I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me

Now I have to find a way back

I have to make a choice

I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me

I've given up

I'm in for a lifetime of second guessing

Everything that I've become

My mind plays games when I'm alone

Self medicated, intoxication takes control

Now I have to find my way out

I have to find my voice

These thoughts are no good for me

Now I have to find a way out

I have to find my voice

I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me

Now I have to find a way back

I have to make a choice

I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me