everybody's eyes

I-I-I-I-I look into everybody's eyes

One by one, one at a time

And it makes me wanna cry

Because I've never felt a love exactly like this in my life

One by one, you save my life

You could say I saved your life

But that goes both ways like a

Bi guy, my my

Vids on YouTube like a Try Guy, fly high

Backstage pouring me a Mai Tai, why why

You might be scared to approach me

But don't you worry, I'm shy, I'm

Just as nervous as you are to meet you for real

I get fucking starstruck when you say how you feel

Feeling like I owe you something, some kinda deal

'Cause honestly, you gave me my life

I could give my all out on that stage till I'm numb

We could take a serious pic and one that's dumb

I could even give to you the shirt off my back

But no, none of that repays you, you let me be

Frax, Frax, Frax, Frax, Frax

Some of this shit doesn't track

Mostly I still feel the same

I'm still into Sam and Max

I still eat my salmon flax

I still scream goddamnit when the industry don't have my back

So that means every day I scream goddamnit

(You know, my head is not screwed on correctly

And yeah, it pisses me off because that's not even my fault

But, also, it's my responsibility to be and act normal so

Come on! Unlearn that helplessness, let's go)

You would tell me to "always remember, it is us against the world"

But I went out into the world and I love it a lot

And now I get distraught when I remember that you ever wanted me to be against the world

That's why it's gonna be a really confusing day for me when you die

Yeah, I'll probably miss you then

Just like how I miss you now

I know on the day you die

Your death will solidify

That you're never gonna change

For me or for anyone

And until the day you die

I'll stay a freak in your eyes

Hate that I'm okay with that

Hate that I'm prepared for it

Hate that I've got action plans

Would it not be easier for both of us to talk about the elephant?

Come on man, just call me your daughter for the hell of it

I would go so far as to call all the past irrelevant

All I need is just one sign

I heard you call Twitter X

I've been trans for longer than that, and I still don't get respect

I travel home and it's just for my brother

Hope he turns out all right despite our shared father and mother

Everybody bites their tongue at the dinner table when I am there

And all I can see is everybody's mouth bleed

All of you are fake as fuck

Pop these hormones, end my bloodline, that's what's up

Fly out of the place where they don't give a fuck

And head back to the show

And head back to the stage where

I look into everybody's eyes

One by one, one at a time

And it makes me wanna cry

Because I've never felt a love exactly like this in my life

One by one, you save my life

You could say I saved your life

But don't treat me like I am special

I look into everybody's eyes

One by one, one at a time

And it makes me wanna cry

Because I've never felt a love exactly like this in my life

One by one, you save my life

Two by two, I get back up

Three by three, I make that

Four on the floor, everybody jump

Five by five is twenty-five

Six by six is thirty-six

You could say I saved your life

But don't treat me like I am special because you also saved mine

It goes both ways all the time