Homunculus

I realized in my last life, that I hate the light

So I keep running, and running

I'm trying to hide

From everything that's inside

This heart that I've tried

To erase and wash away all the shame

Scared to death of what's within

There's bleeding kind of beating, deep beneath the skin

Feel the rattle, ravage, all my sin

Hear it scream behind my chest again

No alchemy can give me what I wish I could be

So I'll try a different body

Just a dash of this and that

A touch of blood and add some mud

My wishes, fears, and painful tears

I wonder when I'll have enough

No form of love can give me what I wish I could be

I pray just change me

I'm broken, torn, and tattered

I'll never be full again

I'll close my eyes and shatter

My heart, rebuild from the start

Disgusting

Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I

Realized in my last life, that I hate the light

So I keep running, and running

I'm trying to hide

From everything that's inside

This heart that I've tried

To erase and wash away all the shame

To erase and wash away all the shame

Stuck in the mud in my mind, if I clean up, I swear that I'd shine

I am confined to what is inside

Eating away at the thoughts that I'm trying to hide

And I'm sick of all this wondering if I even deserve to live

I think it's best I rip these feeling out with the rest of it

The breath of life was my demise

I'm cursed until the day I die

Perhaps a better set of eyes

Will blind me from this sin of mine

I've been forsaken, I'm breaking, can take it again

So take from me my mind and let me be

I'm lower than the dirt, a worthless Homunculus

Sick of this

Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I

Realized in my last life, that I hate the light

So I keep running, and running

I'm trying to hide

From everything that's inside

This heart that I've tried

To erase and wash away all the shame

To erase and wash away all the shame

Toil all day, till this rotten clay

Water and blood just aren't enough

To fill my heart up

Over and over I try to reshape

Crying in shame as I take the pain out

Maybe that can change me

That can save me

I'm broken, torn, and tattered

I'll never be full again

I'll close my eyes and shatter

My heart, rebuild from the start

Disgusting

Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I

Realized in my last life, that I hate the light

So I keep running, and running

I'm trying to hide

So maybe in my next life I'll finally find

Find a way to wash away all the shame

To erase and wash away all the shame