Happy Birthday

When she turned 19, mom didn't reach out

So she drove to the apartment, she was curled up on the couch

She prayed to god that our mother was alive

But there's no such thing as god, nobody heard her when she died

So happy birthday, happy birthday, you made it here again

Just be happy, just be happy, you're here with all your friends

Forget everything

When I was 24, I took so many drugs

Dug myself into a spiral that I couldn't get out of

It's Memorial Day, all your friends are out there drinking

But you're shooting ketamine and becoming the ceiling

Just to feel nothing

And you can call it dumb luck that I made it out alive

But there's no such thing as luck, I know I wanted to survive

And you can pray to god that you'll make it out alive

But there's no such thing as god, nobody hears you when you cry

So happy birthday, happy birthday, you made it here again

Just be happy, just be happy that you're here with all your friends

Forget everything