Dead and Cold

Dead, I wish I was dead and cold

I wish I was dead (it's Prolific)

I wish I was dead and cold

I wish I was dead

Wake up every day and it just feels repetitive

Think I need to chill, I think I need a sedative

I think depression's hitting me

I think it's finally setting in

Drifting to my feet, and settling just like sediment

Constantly walking down this road called life blindly

Foolishly hoping for purpose to come and find me

In the depths of depression is where I've been residing

That or in my room under my covers just hiding

I wish I was dead

I wish I was dead and cold

I wish I was dead

Put me in the grave today

Black suit, red bouquet

Too scared to leave, but too tired to stay

Bullet in the chamber will stop all of the pain

Blood on the wall drips, just like red rain

Feel my soul seep out with each line from the blade

No one sings along to the songs that I have made

Deep in thought like Socrates

I am not your property

Treated like a mockery

Glad no one is stopping me

Not one you should idolize, this is my final goodbye

But if I ever hurt you, I truly apologize

I wish I was dead

I wish I was dead and cold

I wish I was dead

I wish I was dead and cold