calabasas

(You did good, $lick)

People saying I don't act Christian, yeah (It's a smash)

God said I'm not lookin' for actors, yeah

I found God in a smokey meeting, yeah

Rehab out in Calabasas, yeah

And I heard the Lord say, "Whom shall I send?" Yeah

I said, "Send me, Lord," yeah, "Here I am," yeah

Here I am, here I am, yeah (Yeah)

Here I am, yeah

Here I am, here I am, yeah (Yeah)

(Ayy) Yeah, yeah (Lonely boy)

A million eyes always judgin' me, yeah, yeah, yeah (Oh, woah)

So used to pills always numbin' me, yeah (Always numbin' me)

I got questions, like what would God want with me? Yeah, yeah, yeah (Oh, woah)

'Cause nobody ever wanted me, yeah

Tryna not get high and that's hard for me, yeah (Oh)

I watch my brother die in front of me, yeah (In front of me)

I got dead bodies hauntin' me, yeah

Christians and demons both tauntin' me, yeah (Oh)

It's never good if they callin' me (Callin' me)

Lord, I'm on my knees and I need relief, yeah, yeah

I was walkin' dead up and down the streets, uh, yeah

Generational trauma, centuries runnin' through my genes, uh, yeah (Runnin' through my genes)

Lord, I was lookin' for you and it started with the lean, yeah, yeah (Started with the lean)

Lord, I swear I thought I saw you when I tripped out with Joaquin, yeah (When I tripped out with Joaquin)

Pain turn to me to a fiend, yeah

Lost my Pawpaw as a teen, yeah (Lost my Pawpaw as a teen)

See my Pawpaw in my dreams, yeah

I need something to believe in

Oh, no, death can't be the end

Word stay on me like a rifle (Grrt)

Grey hairs, where the time go? Oh, oh, yeah

All this stress got me ate up, yeah

Oh, no, I am not your savior, yeah

I done tried and couldn't save 'em, uh

Get my cake up, then I pay up, uh

Get out my flesh and I get prayed up (I get prayed up)

Tryna connect with my creator, yeah

If you need me, Lord, I'll lace up, uh

I got the spirit of Isaiah

People saying I don't act Christian, yeah

God said I'm not lookin' for actors, yeah

I found God in a smokey meeting, yeah

Rehab out in Calabasas, yeah

And I heard the Lord say, "Whom shall I send?" Yeah

I said, "Send me, Lord," yeah, "Here I am," yeah

Yeah

Here I am, yeah

(Ayy) Yeah, yeah

A million eyes always judgin' me, yeah, yeah