Deep End

If you had it all, would it be enough?

Can you find your way and still be lost?

I write songs about being someone else

That say, "Fuck the world", but not, "I need help"

Yeah, everybody tells me it's alright, everybody tells me I'll be fine

Everything is not o-fucking-kay, oh, but they can't tell me why

I put the picture on the shelf, leave the memory behind

But the truth is I can't say goodbye

So I made friends with all my demons, let 'em sink their teeth in

Got usеd to the feeling of letting it go

So give mе something to believe in or throw me in the deep end

It all feels the same with your eyes closed

So you can throw me in the

Deep end, deep end, deep end, deep end

On the same old path again from where I'm at to where I've been

I'd drift away and you'd pull me in, but the waves are deep, and I'm wearing thin, yeah

I caught myself in a lie, guess I'm just calling to say you were right

I carry the weight of the world in my head, and it keeps me up at night

And everybody tells me it's alright, everybody tells me I'll be fine

Everything is not o-fucking-kay, out of all the times that I've tried

I find the air is thin and I'm against the wind with each mountain left that I climb

But the truth is I can't say goodbye

So I made friends with all my demons, let 'em sink their teeth in

Got used to the feeling of letting it go

So give me something to believe in or throw me in the deep end

It all feels the same with your eyes closed

So you can throw me in the

Deep end, deep end, deep end

'Cause everything is changing, memories are fading

Tell me that I'm fucked up, I wanna hear you say it

All my fears are slowly rearranging

Pushed them all aside, but I can feel them waiting

'Cause everything is changing, memories are fading

Tell me that I'm fucked up, I wanna hear you say it

All my fears are slowly rearranging

Pushed them all aside, but I can feel them waiting

So I made friends with all my demons, let 'em sink their teeth in

Got used to the feeling of letting it go

So give me something to believe in or throw me in the deep end

It all feels the same with your eyes closed

So you can throw me in the

Deep end, deep end, deep end, deep end

It all feels the same with your eyes closed