met me sooner

Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, yeah

I'm on my fourth pill today, I swear to God

I swear to God I don't do no fake pills, I get high for real, huh

While I'm fuckin' a new bitch, my mind still on you (on you)

Yeah, you said if I love you, I'll stop pills, but girl, I love them too (girl, I love them too)

15 when I started hearin' voices tellin' me to do it

I got rich off pain, we go on trips, it's black truck for the cruisin'

E'rybody said that love made you stupid, I fell for yo' delusion (fell for yo' delusion)

You met me when I was already scarred, I wish you met me sooner (met me sooner)

Bro put double Ds all on that hrrt, said that he hate late bloomers (hrrt, bah-bah)

You had left my side, I ain't wanna eat, and I really don't fuck with Ubers

She got my heart wrapped around her finger, fuck hos, I think she cuter

You said I lash out sometime off Percs, threw my shit down the sewer

Yeah, mama, I stole drugs from you, I acted like that shit was cool

Yeah, I be scared to sometimes be myself 'cause I got dark humor

Get angry when they tell me say how I feel, I'm just not for it

Got love for everybody, popped out to my first show in Concord

That rappin' nigga deal ain't talmbout shit, don't ask what I signed for

I had to say it every song, but I seen the signs, and I went blind for it

If I feel I'm finna OD on pills, I text her, "I amour you" (I amour you)

Every bitch fall in love with me, and I promise I never force it (I never force it)

I hope I don't geek out while we out to eat and you think I don't got decorum (I don't got decorum)

Yeah, you tell me you hate me, and I act like I don't care, but there's cuts all on my forearm (uh, uh)

He just want peace in his life, promise he mean no harm

Havin' thoughts of suicide, he just wanna go far

Yeah, they said love cost a lot, shit I might buy her Goyard

Yeah, once I catch you lyin', promise I want no parts (yeah)

We catch a opp in the mall, we tryna do they ass like Cold Hart (Cold Hart)

I hope all these drugs that I'm on don't turn me cold-hearted (cold-hearted)

Before I hurt her, she had matchin' feelings for me, I wonder where those are (where those are)

I'm tryna OD off 'em pills, I missed yo' text, I'm sorry (yeah, I'm sorry)

I don't do shit but spill my pain on the mic, and I worked a couple of Raris

They said I'd feel better if I relapse, but I don't believe them, so I do that hardly

All this pain might turn me evil as fuck like Joker, but you my Harley

Too paranoid, just know I ain't bein' myself if you catch me at a party (at a party)

Gettin' fame off of words really been my only good luck, but I'm not Charley (I'm not Charley)

We got soul ties, she hold my hand and say she feel my heartbeat

Told the bitch I'm with, "My baby" pull up to the crib with 15s in the car seat

Got a bad ho straight outta Cleveland, she love me, but she don't even know Kyrie (what the fuck?)

While I'm fuckin' a new bitch, my mind still on you (still on you)

Yeah, you said if I love you, I'll stop pills, but girl, I love them too (yeah)

15 when I started hearin' voices tellin' me to do it (tellin' me to do it)

I got rich off pain, we go on trips, it's black truck for the cruisin'

Yeah, we linked up, I wanted to link again 'cause I thought you was cool

I don't post our pictures on the web 'cause the internet cruel

I seen you had hit my phone, I ain't text back 'cause the shit you was doin'

I don't even wanna tell you where I'm at 'cause we gonna get into it like e'ry time

Blame me for all yo' problems, I'm tired of you doin' it

Yeah, I ignored you, I'm havin' a good day, won't let you ruin it

I got another ho givin' me good brain, I'm thinkin' 'bout you and shit

Spendin' so much money, I got her wonderin' how I'm doin' this shit

My ex bitch left me and I got rich as fuck, she ain't think I could do this shit

Yeah, now I treat these ho like shit, even if it's a cute lil' bitch

I was ridin' 'round with my heat, I ain't even know how to use this shit

Don't try to go ESPN, but now he on the news and shit

Yeah, my bros tryna go D1, and he went Fatt

I'm still runnin' from all my problems without these Roxies and these Xans

Okay, that's cool, you don't like me, we can just be friend

Hop out Forces and a white tee, I still feel like the man

Nigga, I still got on this Rollie, nigga, I still got all these bands (yeah)

Nigga, I still got 30K up in my face, my diamonds dance (yeah)

Light your bitch up in the dark, my bro spin like a ceilin' fan

I pay cases 5K in advance, but if he go kill him, it's ten grand

So I pay him another five when the body drop (drop), and you never give that bitch your whole heart (whole heart)

Whether you stay with me or leave, it's cool with me, shit, it's your choice (your choice)

Last night I popped eight RPs all at one time, I thought I saw God, yeah (God)

I threw all my hos down, I crossed my fingers and prayed I died