All I Ever Might Be

"Around that same time, uh, that I

Started like freestyling, like writing more

Uhm, I had just gotten fired the

Only other job

That I worked apart from music

I was a janitor at a hospital" "Stop"

"Deadass Ha ha haha" "Oh my god"

"yeah, so I worked over nights, uh, it

Was like 12 'til 4 AM

Just like four-hour shifts''

I don't think I've

Ever been this fucking stressed in my life

​​creature pt 2 isn't finished, I lied

Just to get them off my back though, I tried

I can't create when I'm dying inside

Moving this weekend, I wish I could fly

Don't have my car, but I still gotta drive

Pack up the U-Haul and tell my mom, "Bye"

Hop on I86 thinkin' 'bout why

Am I like this? I don't like this

All my friends are enemies behind my eyelids

Losing sleep

I drive all week and raise my mileage

​guardin cut his fucking hair

Now I don't like him

Depression take me by 25

Fuck going out, I'll just stay inside

"This isn't you" I say to myself

Every night lately, I contemplate suicide

"Oh but you're famous online so

Your life must be great"

They say, but that's a fucking lie

Crawl into bed around 7 AM

And the headaches come full force

I wanna die

Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da, da)

Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da, da)

Hey Hollywood

Would your people ever like me?

Misunderstood is all I ever might be

Hey Hollywood

Would your people ever like me?

Misunderstood is all I ever might be

Hey Hollywood

Would your people ever like me?

Misunderstood is all I ever might be