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Spiral into insanity

While all the drugs are curing me

While I can forget everything I wanna be

Don't lead into calamity

You know there's nothing left of me

While I can forget everything I wanna be

I feel the light inside of me

Too late, it's gone, no hope for me

While I can forget everything I wanna be

I

kill

the

lie

They

say

"Goodbye"

Stagnation, I hate this joint

Another set of chores I do for fun

While I can forget everything I wanna be

I think I need a lobotomy

Someday, I will feel no pain

Someday, I'm gonna be okay

Cycle of blood, it's all the same

And then I forget everything I wanna be

Getting a strange reality

Connecting things, I've gotta

Trial, it is the death of me

I think I'll lose my mind in hysteria

I

kill

the

lie

They

say

"Goodbye"

Why?

Say

why?

Me

I kill myself

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

I kill myself

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

Not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

not today

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