Poison or Patience (feat. OSTON)

Poison or patience

To make me okay

Cause I hate myself today

Every second feels the same

When I hate myself

Waking up's a rip off

I could be asleep but instead I'm here pissed off

Thinkin bout a time that I said something dumb

Shoulda caught a fat lip and then some

Maybe that would make me feel better?

Throwing up my error and I put it under pressure

Take it back

No chance, No way, Never

No hope, too late

Poison or patience

To make me okay

Cause I hate myself today

Every second feels the same

When I hate myself today

I hate myself today

I don't wanna be upset anymore

Body far from my head

Spiral on the bedroom floor

I'm circling the drain, better slow it down

Fuck it never mind watch me go around

And momma I'm an internet hero

Don't pay a therapist I got my 1s and my 0s

To keep me company when I'm feeling low

Oh god I can't afford to be original

So it's Poison or patience

To make me okay

Cause I hate myself today

Every second feels the same

When I hate myself today

I hate myself today

Oh god I hate myself today

I paid the price for change

I learned to bare the weight

Now I'm selling out for pain

And I hate myself today