Am I Ever Gonna Change

I'm tired of being me

And I don't like what I see

(I'm not who I appear to be)

So I start off every day

Down on my knees I will pray

(For a change in any way)

But as the day goes by

I live through another lie

If it's any wonder why!

Am I ever gonna change?

If I say one thing then I do the other

It's the same old song that goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?

Will I always stay the same?

If I say one thing then I do the other

It's the same old song that goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?

I'm the only one to blame

When I think I'm right, I wind up wrong

It's a futile fight that's gone on too long

Please tell me if it's true

Am I too old to start anew?

(Cause that's what I want to do)

But time and time again

Ahen I think I can

(I fall short in the end)

So why do I even try

Will it matter when I die

Can anyone hear my cry?

Am I ever Gonna change?

Will I always stay the same?

If I say one thing then I do the other

It's the same old song that goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?

I'm the only one to blame

When I think I'm right, I wind up wrong

It's a futile fight that's gone on too long

(SOLO)

Am I ever gonna change?

Will I always stay the same

If I say one thing then I do the other

It's the same old song that goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?

I'm the only one to blame

When I think I'm right I wind up wrong

It's a fucking fight that's gone on too long

Am I ever gonna change?

Take it day by day

My will is weak and my flesh too strong

This peace I seek till thy kingdom comes