Keep That to Yourself

If you see me out somewhere

And the world around you still goes quiet

Hope you keep that to yourself, leave me be

And just sit in the silence

'Cuz i meant every word that i said

When we spoke back in august

And you didn't care then

So don't you dare try and pretend like you want this

If your feelings come back

The minute you see me

Hope it hurts, hope it burns

Hope you finally grieve me

'Cuz i knew this would happen

Wore my favorite outfit

So you'd see what you're missing

Live and in action

Wasted time and attention to beg you to love me

Every time i tried to heal

You'd just come back to haunt me

So don't look at me that way when i'm here with someone else

If you're finally hurting

You should keep that to yourself

Never thought you'd be a stranger

But you decided that's who you would be now

Don't know where you live or what you love

But ignorance is keeping me sane somehow

And i'll admit i've spent months waiting just for this moment

And it kept me up at night that you're not even broken

So don't do this to me now that i've switched my focus

And don't tell me i look good when you never used to notice

If your feelings come back

The minute you see me

Hope it hurts, hope it burns

Hope you finally grieve me

'Cuz i knew this would happen

Wore my favorite outfit

So you'd see what you're missing

Live and in action

Wasted time and attention to beg you to love me

Every time i tried to heal

You'd just come back to haunt me

So don't look at me that way when i'm here with someone else

If you're finally hurting

You should keep that to yourself

You look like you saw a ghost

It's difficult, i know, to watch someone forget all about you

And if you hear i'm keeping tabs, it doesn't mean i still care

Or at least not in the same way i used to

I think part of me is destined to love you forever

So we can't do this all again to not end up together

Please don't look at me way when i'm here with someone else

I don't think i love him i'm scared you can tell

I've grown up, you don't know me

I don't sit in your pocket and wait like i used to

Finally turned a page

And i know it drives you crazy that i don't need you

So don't look at me that way when i'm happy by myself

If you're finally feeling guilty

Keep that to yourself

(thanks hahahah)