Tamara Samsonova

Dear diary

I slept badly

Took my medicine

Not once but twice

Morning coffee

No sugar

Sweet April showers

All quiet inside

But the walls they keep talking

Like evil spirits, I try

To keep my poise Volodya

You are disturbing my mind

With your footsteps stomping

Through the hallway

You should have left me

In silence

In silence

Stay away

You slowly make me wanna

Cut you up into

A million pieces

Lay to rest

You're never coming back now

Peaceful as the night

In Dimitrova

10 minus 2

I will wrap you in plastic bags

Dear diary

It's 2am

Swept the floor

Not once but twice

Borrowed a hacksaw

Never gave it back

Sat down by the window

All eyes on me

It was not a little argument

Every line you cross

Has a consequence

Seventy Seven times

Little white pills sing you a lullaby

You were breathing silently

Had to chop, chop, chop it off

The worst got the best of me

And I chop, chop, chop you off

Stay away

You slowly make me wanna

Cut you up into

A million pieces

Lay to rest

You're never coming back now

Peaceful as the night

In Dimitrova

Dimitrova ten

Dimitrova ten

And I chop, chop, chop, you off

You were breathing silently

Had to chop, chop, chop it off

Ten minus two

I will wrap you in plastic bags