Hopeless

Don't count on me again

I obsess on our encounters

I want us to be friends

I'm not hopeless, helpless, or begging you to stay

It's just turning out that way

I'm mapped out your lie

And you aren't good for me

But I'll follow all your orders

And you can have all of me

While I sit back, and think of how I used to be

There ain't nothin' left to do

But dream

What if all these fantasies come rushing in at night

But it's just too far for the ancients to allow

And I'm trapped at home just waiting for you to call

I know

It's over now

Don't count on me again

I obsess on our encounters

I want us to be friends

I'm not hopeless, helpless, or begging you to stay

It's just turning out that way