Curbside Goodbye

You've buried me here and I can't turn off my eyes, only sinking

You've hidden the keys to sleep

The sweet careful lines we've crossed

And now we never can go back

This is what I felt, just being myself but I know that you wouldn't stay

Standing at my car with my reasons spent

As you drove and made your escape

The silence crushing me like I swore it would and I'm left watching

Red lights fading out

I refuse to accept these excuses you're making

As you drive back to your house

To save yourself from taking blame

The only reason that you came at all

I'm here sinking and now we never can go back

I chose every word that I knew would hurt

But that was a poor choice at best

This weak disguise, your careless replies that you made at my expense

You swore this was right

It was better that you're leaving but I'm here with

Red lights fading out

I refuse to accept these excuses you're making

As you drive back to your house

To save yourself from taking blame

The only reason that you came at all

And I'm here with my curbside goodbye

This sting in my eyes won't leave me tonight

As I stay awake to watch the day start without you

I'm here sinking, now we can never go back

My foundation crippled and cracked

Broken, severed, bleed out the hurt, two people dissolve into words

Broken, severed, bleed out the hurt, two people dissolve into words

Red lights fading out

As you drive back to your house

The way I've gone a hundred times before

But now I'm left behind to make all of this make sense

And now your voice is haunting me, just out of reach it buries me

Is this the better off that you meant?

The way I've gone a hundred times before

But now I'm left behind to make all of this make sense

And now your voice is haunting me

Just out of reach, it buries me, it buries me, it buries me

It buries me, it buries me

I'm here sinking, we never can go back

I'm here sinking, we never can go back

I'm here sinking, we never can go back

I'm here sinking, we never can go back