Pool of Fears

I feel it all surround me

Breathe all your hate into my lungs

I know that you can't stand me

Cannot help the way that I've become

But all I wanted to be was

So much more than I am now

It doesn't even matter

The thoughts from you were just so loud

I'm not afraid

I've been here for so long

Escape from me

My world is breaking down

I try to see right through this

But I think you know the way I feel

Cannot see beyond this

It all just seems so unreal

It's so hard to peel

This mask of you that's on my face

I feel it running through me

Those thoughts of you that I disgraced

I'm not afraid

I've been here for so long

Escape from me

My world is breaking down

I'm not afraid

I've been here for so long

Escape from me

My world is breaking down

Is there a way to feel this?

The thoughts inside my head

But in the pool of fears I swim in, I hold on to the ledge

Right, but its not right

I'm not afraid

I've been here for so long

Escape from me

My world is breaking down

I'm not afraid

I've been here for so long

Escape from me

My world is breaking down

Is there a way to feel this?

It's coming to me

The thoughts inside my head, they flow within me

But in the pool of fears I'm out onto the ledge

I hold on to the ledge

But in the pool of fears I swim away from you