Demons in My Orbit

They keep tellin' me to love myself

How the fuck do you love yourself

When you know, you-you don't even know

Who the fuck you are anymore? Huh

Like you feel like you reach your breakin' point

Every fucking day, and it's just

It's hard, man

They don't wanna talk

They don't wanna feel

The voices in my head sayin'

I don't think I'm real

They don't wanna talk

They don't wanna feel

The voices in my head sayin'

I don't think I'm-

They don't wanna talk

They don't wanna feel

The voices in my head sayin'

I don't think I'm real

I don't think I'm real

I don't think I'm real

I don't think I'm real

I don't think I'm-

Yeah, I don't know where my head's been at

And I've been feelin' like a nuisance just because of that

It's like a headache, but the funny thing about it's that

The pain won't go away 'til my brain go splat

And I've been tryin' to decode myself, figure my shit out

Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth

I can't cope without the dope and time's just runnin' out

Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now

I'm findin' other ways to try to cope with all the pain

And if I'm bein' honest with you, baby, I am not okay

The fucking voice inside my head is drivin' me insane

And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same

Lost in my head, lost in my mind

Tellin' myself that I'll be just fine

Nothing's okay and nothing's alright

Smokin' all day, cryin' all night

And what the fuck you expect from the kid?

I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid

Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim

I'm like a fish outta water tryin' to swim, ah

Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so fucking stellar

When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller

Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better

Grab the .9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter

They don't wanna talk

They don't wanna feel

The voices in my head sayin'

I don't think I'm real

They don't wanna talk

They don't wanna feel

The voices in my head sayin'

I don't think I'm-

They don't wanna talk

They don't wanna feel

The voices in my head sayin'

I don't think I'm real

I don't think I'm real

I don't think I'm real

I don't think I'm real

I don't think I'm-