Suic*de

Oh I, oh I, oh I've

Fallen through the cracks of the night sky

A light goes out on the other side

Suicide, suicide, suicide

Oh I, oh I, oh I'm

Treading on the tracks in the night-time

It never really felt like the right time

Suicide, suicide, suicide

I'm so fucking lonely beneath this

Narcissistic, can't keep a secret

Miscount sheep, I can't sleep, a misfit

Some say troubled, but some say sadistic

Bruises my brother, one time or the other

My skin felt counterfeit, silicone, rubber

Bruises my sister, skin pop the blister

Dig deep, resist the feeling when it hits you

Oh I, oh I, oh I've

Fallen through the cracks of the night sky

A light goes out on the other side

Suicide, suicide, suicide

Oh I, oh I, oh I'm

Treading on the tracks in the night-time

It never really felt like the right time

Suicide, suicide, suicide

(Sick boi, sick boi, bitten by a tick boi)

(I feel like it's not me, it's the world that's sick)

I'm so fucking washed up and seasick

Masochistic kid with a split lip

Six feet deep, I can't eat, I'm nervous

Won't stay down 'cause my body purges

Useless my mother, can't keep in my supper

Skin so pale 'cause my cheeks leak colour

Truth is my father, you choose your karma

Draw for the sword then drive through the armour

Oh I, oh I, oh I've

Fallen through the cracks of the night sky

A light goes out on the other side

Suicide, suicide, suicide

Oh I, oh I, oh I'm

Treading on the tracks in the night-time

It never really felt like the right time

Suicide, suicide, suicide

Suicide, suicide, suicide

Suicide, suicide, suicide

Suicide, suicide, suicide

Suicide, suicide, suicide

It's hard to take off from the ground when your wings are cut

Your stomach burns when you're drinking from an empty cup

You know the entire ocean came from my tear ducts?

I see the world through Fibonacci sequences and Double Dutch

I guess there's some that's born lucky, there's some that's not

I tried to cut away my bitterness - hatchet job

I locked my youth inside a trunk inside a pick-up truck

Then dumped the whole thing

Over that same bridge the night you jumped

I think about that sometimes, vividly

What it felt like to look down and see tranquility

One sudden movement in a world of possibility

Only one movement to expose our fragility

I fucking miss you and I miss myself

I miss thinking that we're indestructible as well

I miss chilling by the pier cave and kicking back

With Callum, Hugo, Sagar, Justin, Stevie and the fuckin' lads

I miss missing that, I numbed myself to close the gap

I never even call 'em up, the distance is my plaster cast

The truth is that the day you jumped my childhood jumped too

But I still can't find the anger, all I find is missing you

Man, I miss you

With all my rhymes

I picture running five minutes quicker, I'm right on time

I picture pulling you back over the edge and then we're crying

And holding you, my brother and telling you that it's fine

That's not the way that it worked

'Cause I was late like a jerk

There's not a day where I could find a way to break from the hurt

Your body missing so we never got to wave to the hearse

I hope you're listening

I love you, man, I miss you absurd

Fuck