If You Could Only See Me Now

I heard it this morning, you were moving away

Somebody's taking you to a world of rainbows

Why should you stay

I hope that you find it, that dream butterfly

I used to hold it right here between my fingers

Then let it die

It's unusual that I feel so bad

Unraveling the time we had

Rewinding the clock again

If you could only see me now

The way I drag my heart around

You wouldn't recognize the man

Who's pride let you go somehow

If you could look inside my mind

Your smile is showing all the time

I see it everyday, there's no escape

From the pain inside

I go through the motions of living each day

A twilight place where the sunlight never rises

Colour me grey

It's usual that I feel so sad

Remembering the times we had

Rewinding the clock again