Call Me a Saint

I was cold, I was lonely

No one thought to even phone me

Look at me now, I'm a fighter

I'm a strong bitch, baby, I'm designer

I'm tryna shine a light on, light on, light on

Anybody sitting in the dark and crying

Fix your make-up or your hair, pull up a seat over here

Gotta do what you do to get by, yeah

Back up, back up, we're in trouble again

Hitman's out and it's on my head

Back up, back up, I'ma do it my way

Live to see another day

So call me a saint, a slave to my brain

Yeah, I got kicked out, but I can't escape it

Safe to say I've seen better days

But I'm not afraid anymore

I grew up, I'm a big girl

Stopped giving time to people that make me hurt

Sometimes when I cry, it makes me better

My tears are wetter now that I accept 'em

I'm tryna shine a light on, light on, light on

Don't hit the flight button, you'll just get a fight on

Now put your fingers in the air screaming, "Fuck 'em, I don't care"

Gotta do what you do to get by, yeah

So call me a saint, a slave to my brain

Yeah, I got kicked out, but I can't escape it

Safe to say I've seen better days

But I'm not afraid anymore

I'm not looking to be saved

Just picked out an early grave to bury shit

Not me, just the weight that I've been carrying

You would think you married into savage ways and arrogance, pathetic

Not me, I'm making my exit outta here

Out of here

Out of here

Out of here

I'm out

So call me a saint, a slave to my brain

Yeah, I got kicked out, but I can't escape it

Safe to say I've seen better days

I'm not afraid anymore