By Your Side

So many bad days

Wish they would go away

I feel like I'm to blame

Let the dishes pile

Go to work, fake a smile

But can't disguise the pain

With that I could sleep

In your clothes

Secrets I can keep

Nobody knows

So many late nights

Spent up, scrolling through time

I wish that I could sleep

Overhearing fights

When I was six years old

The memories I keep

Wish that I could sleep

In your clothes

Secrets I can keep

Nobody knows

Wish that I could die

By your side

Never have to run

Run and hide