I Don’t Want to Be Here Anymore

Does heaven ever mourn for me?

When I beg for a god that I barely believe in

Never a vacancy that makes it worth the sacrifice

I fucking die everyday of my life!

It's never enough to just slit my throat

My body a prison that won't ever let me go

My lungs deteriorate while I'm gasping for air

How long 'til I suffocate?

How long until the bleeding turn to withering?

I've seen how it ends but there's no way to leave

Wasted life the feels like a disease

I don't wanna be here anymore

I don't wanna be here anymore

Can I just be erased?

Left inside the shadows to waste

If everything we love gets taken from us

Was I never loved by anyone?

It was never enough

Does heaven ever mourn for me?

Does heaven ever mourn when everybody leaves?

Does heaven ever mourn for me?

Begging to suffocate

Everyone leaves