Pleaser

You're talking while you're fast asleep

As I walk slowly from your house

Back in your room remain the words I wanna say to you

But couldn't leave my mouth

Does it come as a surprise?

Language of averted eyes

Silence is what I do best

Still, I hear it all

Wasting time around my head

So I talk to myself instead

Sitting out the weekend

Couldn't do it again

Say you want it right now

But I wouldn't know how

It's something that I can't do

Then what am I supposed to?

Quite the people pleaser

If only I could please her

Indecisive feelings of enjoyment

Hold that thought, I think I need a moment

I'm aware there's something I should tell you

But my voice annoys me

Bite my tongue off with a smile

I can't feel it anymore

'Cause recently the line is blurred

Between depression and bliss

Now I see that the times all change

They waste away

But I just want to sleep today

And I don't want to talk to you right now

You say but

I'm sitting out the weekend

Couldn't do it again

Say you want it right now

But I wouldn't know how

It's something that I can't do

Then what am I supposed to?

Quite the people pleaser

If only I could please her

I'm talking while you're next to me

Did I ruin the moment?

If I could tell you how I feel

Would you know what the words meant?

For sake of conversation

Could you read the writings on my sleeve?

'Cause that's the best you're gonna get

So maybe I had better leave