Ghost Me

I've been crying all night

And I know I shouldn't Google the symptoms

But it hurts this time

Kinda thought that I could handle the distance

No, I can't sleep in hotel rooms

The camera roll impending doom

Terrestrial TV to heal the blues

You left an exit wound

And this city's fine

But I'm eternally unsatisfied

And if I shut my eyes

We're singing "Angels" at karaoke

On the most chaotic night

I can barely make you out

In the artificial light

And if you try to ghost me

And quit being in my life

Don't you dare

Don't you dare

I can tell you're online

But that's a dangerous road to go down

(Don't go there, don't go there, baby)

And I've been tryin' all night

But this particular wave, I'm strugglin' to ride

And where the hell'd our childhood go?

It freaks me out how fast we grow

The more I see, the less I know

And this feels like The Truman Show

Everybody's up and left

And I can barely catch my breath

And when I shut my eyes

We're singing "Angels" at karaoke

On the most chaotic night

I can barely make you out

In the artificial light

And if you try to ghost me

And quit being in my life

Don't you dare

Don't you dare

Don't you dare, don't you dare

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Don't you dare, don't you dare

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Don't you dare, don't you dare

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Don't you dare, don't you dare

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

There's this SpongeBob line which I always think of

And it's like this guy who's really sad, and he goes

"I was born with, um, paper skin and bones made out of glass

Every day I wake up and I shatter my ankles"

Or something like that, like, he's really sad

I'll find it now

But that's how I feel at the moment