Disposable Girl (feat. Eleanor Forte)

Messages never read by you

Never being acknowledged, but it's nothing new

I'm the saddest actor standing in the background

Oversized hoodie, walking by with my head down

Shitty hair 'cause I didn't get to sleep

I just wanna be alive but I feel like such a creep

Wanna be such a pretty girl that everybody loves me

But I can't shake the feeling that everyone's above me

I know it's not a healthy way to feel

But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real

When they look up your skirt

When they look you up and down

That at least means you're someone that they wanna be around

(Uh-Oh)

D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E

That's all I'll ever be

D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E

That's me

That's me

That's me

All the pretty girls make it look so easy

All the pretty girls make me not wanna be me

So what is it? my face or my body?

What is it that makes you people never want me?

Swear to god, all I've done is my best

But I always get treated like I'm different from the rest

I get pushed, I get pulled, 'till there's nothing left at all

And the people who do it make me feel like it's my fault

I know it's not a healthy way to feel

But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real

They don't look up my skirt

They just laugh at what I do

You complain about the stares

But I'd kill to be you

(Uh-Oh)

D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E

That's all I'll ever be

D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E

That's me

That's me

That's

I feel so unclean

I feel the evil in me

I try so hard to be good

To be someone worth seeing

But all the names I get called

The way they treat me

Don't try to lie to me and tell me I'm not ugly

I want to hate them

I really fucking do

But if you were in my place

You would hate yourself too

What to do when the world

Feels like it's only been against me

When everybody that I've loved

Has only up and left me

I know it's not a healthy way to feel

But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real

When they look up your skirt

When they look you up and down

That at least means you're someone that they wanna be around

(Uh-Oh)

I know it's not a healthy way to feel

But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real

They don't look up my skirt

They just laugh at what I do

You complain about the stares

But I'd kill to be you

(Uh-Oh)

D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E

That's all I'll ever be

D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E

That's me

That's me

That's me

D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E

That's all I'll ever be

D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E

That's me

That's me

That's