I Am Getting Well

The sun comes up and I don't feel it on my face

The leaves stop falling but the seasons never change

And my brother says, "Come out," but I just stay away

And indulge in the loneliness to avoid all the pain

Now it's dark, when it's light

And the spark in my eye's burning low, I should call up my friends

I've been trying my best to get out of this bed

But I think there's something wrong with my head

Oh, I break everything that is good

'Cause I cannot see the good inside

And trust me, if I could, I would

Change the chemicals inside my mind

But it's a long, long way up that hill

Past all thе dead grass and the thoughts that could kill

It's a long, long way up from Hell

But I, I am gеtting well

My father calls me up and ask me how I am

He says that he'll stop by if I ever need a hand

And I take that call but I don't talk for very long

I always hang up first and tell him, "Please, don't worry, mum"

'Cause it's dark and it's night

And it's hard and it's hard but I'll try to be better than I was back then

And I'll run, out of breath 'til I'm out of this mess

God knows I'm trying my best

Oh, I break everything that is good

'Cause I cannot see the good inside

And trust me, if I could, I would

Change the chemicals inside my mind

But it's a long, long way up that hill

Past all the dead grass and the thoughts that could kill

It's a long, long way up from Hell

But I, I am getting well

Even if I still need help, I am getting well

Even if it's hard to tell, I am getting well