New Year

Sitting here stressing

At 2: 30 am

About how fast a year can go

I wonder where it went

If we start all over again

Would it really work?

I know that you could be could be

Coming back to me

Mesmerised,

By the thought of it

Traumatised,

I'm so scarced of it

Wanna stop thinking

Gotta get to sleep

Gotta wake up fresh

Get on my feet

Push the thought of you away

Do it today

I'm older than my years

Drowning in my tears

Surrounded by the fear

Since you went away

A year ago

At Christmas

You locked away your secrets

Kept them away from me

I only came to say goodbye

Now you finally see

You wanna start all over again

Make it work this time

But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine

I memorised,

What you said to me

So surprised,

It was hell to be

So frustrated with the way we were

Not a single word could make it work

Now look at us today

We blew it away

I'm older than my years

Drowning in my tears

Surrounded by the fear

Since you went away

A year ago

At Christmas

I'm older than my years (last year)

Drowning in my tears

Surrounded by the fear

Since you went away

A year ago

At Christmas

I'm older than my years (last year)

Drowing in my tears (last year)

I'm older than my years (last year)

Drowing in my tears (last year)

I'm older than my years (at Christmas)

I'm older than my years (at Christmas)

Drowing in my tears (at Christmas)

I'm older than my years (quietly)