Drowning in the Rain

I've been missing cigarettes, though I never smoked them

Dabbled in tattoos, just to awaken the emotion

Wrote it, so it wasn't spoken from the year of ocean

How can you be stuck inside my chest?

When I've been meaning to put it to rest

But I'll find the time to recover

If leaving was all that you wanted

'Cause every now and then it passes

The feeling that seems everlasting

And soon I'll be happy with drowning in the rain

If nothing can take me to heaven

Not even to die for a minute, then I deserve hell

Bet you never meant for this to linger with meaning

If I ever ask you'll probably question all my demons

Wrote it, so it wasn't spoken ever since the year of ocean

But I'll find the time to recover

If leaving was all that you wanted

'Cause every now and then it passes

The feeling that seems everlasting

And soon I'll be happy with drowning in the rain

If nothing can take me to heaven

Not even to die for a minute, then I deserve hell

If nothing can take me to heaven

Not even confessing the sin, well then I'll never tell