Better_Off_nUmb

[Intro]

Just holidays and barely those holidays

Our good terms are not immune to decay

(You're not sad again, are you, splashgvng?)

I tried but I'm still away

And you've been fucking his brains out

Don't look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but

[Chorus]

I been better off numb, I been better off numb

I been better off numb, I been better off

I been better off numb, I been better off numb

I been better off numb, I been better off

As the bodies grow dry

And I bleed from my eyes from some shit I shoulda' never saw

I don't need a lifeline

I don't need a good night, I just drink until I shut it off

[Verse 1]

I've never met someone so geared on my failure, good job

At least I squeezed some meaning into your shitty life, huh?

But when I die an early death, I hope that you can cope

When the hatred in your heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home, break my bones, and see my soul snap too

I'm alone most the time, you're not restricting anything new

I like getting scary, you know that I do

I know you're tryna be a boss, good for you

What the fuck they turn me down for?

I am never going out more

But I guess he wasn't a regular guy

I hope that you choke on your vomit and die

My messages AIDS, I do not open them

I'm high as fuck from this bud, it's like opium

I don't wanna live to get by

You're literally here once and it's over after that

You fucking idiot, you do what you want

When you touch his fucking dumbass, you suck

I fucking hate you

[Chorus]

I been better off numb, I been better off numb

I been better off numb, I been better off

I been better off numb, I been better off numb

I been better off numb, I been better off

As the bodies grow dry

And I bleed from my eyes from some shit I shoulda' never saw

I don't need a lifeline

I don't need a good night, I just drink until I shut it off

[Verse 2]

I'm torn apart and I'm dirty

If it's like this, fuck thirty

I wanna die right now

Baby, I'm sorry, I'm fucked, I can't talk right now

She lies, she just loves him to death

I don't compare to that hex, I suck the tits off her chest

Time waits for nobody

Crossed lines become common knowledge

Bullshit, you were with friends? That's bullshit

I was the culprit before

I feel projection in my point of view

[Chorus]

Yeah, I been better off numb, I been better off numb

I been better off numb, I been better off

I been better off numb, I been better off numb

I been better off numb, I been better off

As the bodies grow dry

And I bleed from my eyes from some shit I shoulda' never saw

I don't need a lifeline

I don't need a good night, I just drink until I shut it off