Bloom in My Heart

how long do i need to wait

for something to bloom in my heart

why can't i live like no other

live without this parasite

how should i speak

the silence outgrows the words

how should i feel

my memory seems to be blurred

i rip my heart from my chest

so the blood hits the ground

i want to make flowers grow

from the desolate dirt around

i wont speak

the silence outgrows the words

i cant feel

my memory seems to be blurred