I Ate the Most

I'm not afraid, like you're not gay

And you're not old like I'm on the spectrum

Every day you look up in my body

There's 'heavy' and 'heavier'

I was nine when I left my body

The Silver Chair and Rillian

No regrets, just things that will haunt me

Maybe I'll bury them

You are through with me on your shoulders

I feel that I feel the most

You are through with me on your shoulders

I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did

You're smooth, like she loved my father

Amen

Sometimes I eat 'til I vomit

There's heavy and there's heavier

I'm nine and I love my mommy

Silver hair and Ritalin

If I'm safe, then love is a spectrum

Sweet like lemon

I can't move with you on my shoulders

I feel that I feel the most

You are through with me on your shoulders

I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did

I'd like to fly

I'd like to fly

I'd like to fly

You can't move with me on your shoulders

I feel that I feel the most

You are through with me on your shoulders

I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did