what the fuck is wrong with me

I had to fucking run to the bathroom to vomit

Multiple times in the making of this song

And I'm like 90 percent sure that

I felt some of my stomach lining come out

Everything's so fucking bleak, my life is just a chore

Rotting in my sheets, can you take me to a morgue?

I feel like a freak, I'm shaking from withdrawals (blood)

Drying on my sleeves and my wrists are fucking sore

My life's in black and white and I panic 'till I vomit

If I said I could provide, baby, I was so dishonest

I don't wanna go outside, I wanna fucking die

Me and you forever, baby, double suicide

If my life was a movie it would probably be a scary one

I feel so alone, I'll do anything for anyone

Chop 'till I see bone, I just wanna see my skeleton

Oh my god, I'm so alone and I'm so hated by everyone

And I won't talk tough, bitch, you know I play for keeps

I'mma kill myself, you can catch me in the streets

Post traumatic alcoholic because of me

And I don't know what the fuck is ever wrong with me

And I won't act tough and I can't act up

Tell me what you want and I'mma get you fucked up

And I just want to know what the fuck it's that I've done

To make you hate me, so I just wanna get it done

Everything's so fucking bleak, my life is just a chore

Rotting in my sheets, can you take me to a morgue?

I feel like a freak, I'm shaking from withdrawals (blood)

Drying on my sleeves and my wrists are fucking sore

My life's in black and white and I panic 'till I vomit

If I said I could provide, baby, I was so dishonest

I don't wanna go outside, I wanna fucking die

Me and you forever, baby, double suicide

If my life was a movie it would probably be a scary one

I feel so alone, I'll do anything for anyone

Chop 'till I see bone, I just wanna see my skeleton

Oh my god, I'm so alone and I'm so hated by everyone