Finally Happy

Life is too much,

On occasion

I take,

I take the razorblade

To my wrists,

To my throat,

Blood shows me I'm alive

Alive too long

I must die,

I must die today

Tonight I will be gone

Alone and dead

In my pain,

Suffering

Suffering as a soul in hell

Torment shoots through my soul

My dead soul,

I will never find peace

And in my eternal suffering

I am finally happy,

Finally happy

For I am dead now