Borderline

I look past all the flashing lights

Drive through, ignore the warning signs

When things blow up I close my eyes

And shake it off as if it's justified

Wash the shame down with another drink

I get high I don't wanna overthink

My body's shaking, my head is weak

But I'm too afraid to leave

Life goes on new day same show

'Cuz if I change I could feel more low

So I do another encore, one more when it hurts the most

Calling it quits I don't wanna admit

That I'm, that I'm

Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight

Calling it quits when I gotta make up

My mind, my mind

No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline

I'm in purgatory

Middle of the story

Pulling back and forth from surrender and glory

All the pressure internally

It could very well be the death of me

Caught up in the middle

Center of the limbo

Seeing through the shards of a broken window

If the looking glass disagrees

It could very well be the death of me

Calling it quits I don't wanna admit

That I'm, that I'm

Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight

Calling it quits when I gotta make up

My mind, my mind

No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline

Calling it quits, I don't wanna admit

I'm too far gone but I'll never forget

What it feels like being young and dumb

Wondering who I'd become I don't know man

Losing all ambition

The angel on my right no I never listened

The voice in my left ear made the decisions

I'll the pay the price now 'cause I get what I'm givin'

(Get what I'm givin')

Calling it quits, I don't wanna admit

That I'm, that I'm

Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight

Calling it quits when I gotta make up

My mind, my mind (I gotta make up my mind)

No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline

I look past all the flashing lights

(It could very well be the death of me)

Drive through ignore the warning signs

(It could very well be the death of me)

When things blow up I close my eyes (I'm left with what I am)

No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline