Suckerpunch

I am holding back now

Wish I could still stand up for myself

I start too early, the room is spinning

Could someone hold a place for me?

I'm getting ugly, and yet I find they are

Attracted to me, like I am a porch light

And, when they bite, just pick them off

And drown them in the alcohol

Can't find much comfort (Can't find much)

With both hands tired now (With both hands tired)

Can't seem to hold myself (Can't seem to)

Together (Self together)

I am holding back now

Wish I could still stand up

I am holding back now

Wish I could find a way to stand up for myself

This room's too edgy, so please excuse me

If I start talking to myself

Well, I may not be that smart, but I'm not that stupid

I'm just too gutless to know much better

And when they've sucked me dry enough

I find it meant nothing at all

Can't find much comfort (Can't find much)

With both hands tired now (With both hands tired)

Can't seem to hold myself (Can't seem to)

Together (Self together)

My skin is itching (My skin is)

There is no feeling (There is no feeling)

Left at the fingertips: (Left at the fingertips)

A burnt-out cigarette (I can't seem to find it)