chaotic

Maybe it was too loud

Maybe I was a fragile child

Maybe it's all I was taught

And maybe it's all my fault

I've tried beating the system, beating the game

I go for somebody stable, but I can't seem to stay

I'm starting to think that I find my comfort in pain

If it isn't chaotic

Do I even want it?

If it isn't messy

Will I feel empty?

If it doesn't stab me

Is it even worth having?

If love isn't bleeding

Will I even believe it?

I was loved, and I knew it

I've got scars here to prove it

I'm afraid the line is blurred

Between warmth and a burn

Oh, I'm throwing my heart like a wish in a well

I say I want healthy, I want peace for myself

But the ones that I love the most put me through hell

If it isn't chaotic (itisn't chaotic)

Do I even want it? (Do I even want it?)

If it isn't messy (it isn't messy)

Will I feel empty?

If it doesn't stab me (it doesn't stab me)

Is it even worth having? (Even worth having)

If love isn't bleeding (love isn't bleeding)

Will I even believe it? (Will I even believe it?)

Does the love that I feel for you multiply

The more that we argue, the more that we fight

Does the love that I feel for you multiply

The more that we argue, the more that we fight

Does the love that I feel for you multiply

The more that we argue, the more that we fight

Does the love that I feel for you multiply

The more that we argue, the more that we fight