TOXIC

I'm sick of being toxic

I don't wanna hurt you, no

Nauseous, I hate feeling like this

But we both know I deserve to now

I'm secretly praying for the worst

With the best intentions

'Cause I know how bad this is gonna hurt

So I keep my distance

I'll push away soon as you get close

I'll make you hate me

Girl I told you so

I told you so

So keep your heart 'cause there's no hope

But I guess that's what I get

I know I did you wrong, yeah

I know I made a mess

Try to forgive and forget

For better or for worse

Karma's never gonna miss

I'm sick of being toxic

I don't wanna hurt you, no

Nauseous, I hate feeling like this

But we both know I deserve to now

I'm fucking sick and tired

Of being sick and tired

I keep on promising to change

And I don't wanna be alive

I'm sick of being toxic, yeah

I don't wanna hurt you now

I was never one to kiss and tell

But lately you've been dragging me through hell

Angel numbers tatted on your arms

Should've seen it from the start

It was automatic

Walked in the room like God sent you

As punishment for my sins

The way you're tearing my heart right up

When loving you is all I did

But I guess that's what I get

I know I did you wrong, yeah

I know I made a mess

Try to forgive and forget

For better or for worse

Karma's never gonna miss

I'm sick of being toxic

I don't wanna hurt you, no

Nauseous, I hate feeling like this

But we both know I deserve to now

I'm fucking sick and tired

Of being sick and tired

I keep on promising to change

And I don't wanna be alive

I'm so sick of being toxic, yeah

I don't wanna hurt you now