how can i live forever (idk)

[Verse 1]

I am not a baby anymore

I am not as innocent as before

I see it in the mirror in my room

And I can feel it stronger in my soul

[Pre-Chorus]

But I am not so ready for this world

Now I see things I didn't see before

I need an explanation, tell me more

Why I'm in love now? I don't know

[Chorus]

How can I live forever? I don't know

Where can I find a Heaven? I don't know

What is a-going to happen? I don't know

Why I'm in love now? I don't know

I don't know

(I don't know)

I don't know

Why I'm in love now? I don't know

[Verse 2: txtsu]

Yeah, you told me that you loved me from the start

So I gave you all my trust, now you're tearing me apart

And I've been trying to keep myself up but it's hard

And I'm so fucking stuck, now I question who you are

Medication in my veins, I got pain up in my heart

And I've always been the samе, put some fen up in the dark

Evеrybody looks at me like I'm insane

Everyday I wake up I do the same thing (Yeah)

Missing you really came see-through

Got all of these scars, made me bleeding in my living room, oh

Say I was forever, baby, that was never true

Kiss-kiss-kissing on your scars, baby, it was me and you

[Verse 3]

I live it through my diary and I read

That all my little problems now are big

I want to live my feelings day by day

I'd like to give emotions in my way

[Pre-Chorus]

But I am not so ready for this world

Now I see things I didn't see before

I need an explanation, tell me more

Why I'm in love now? I don't know

[Chorus]

How can I live forever? I don't know

Where can I find a Heaven? I don't know

What is going to a-happen? I don't know

Why I'm in love now? I don't know

I don't know

(I don't know)

I don't know

Why I'm in love now? I don't know

[Instrumental Break]

[Outro]

Why I'm in love now? I don't know