Losing Faith

I tried to give you everything you never found

No I can’t say that love has always come around

Watched me come undone

When I need someone

You cut me and run

Then all this weight

Came in like the waves

Crashing and I can’t get out the way

So if this is the final breathe I take

Will you watch and let me suffocate?

I’m praying but I’m losing faith

Color Blue

Permanent hue

Soul missing

Fake truth it take two to know different

So vivid I used to be to be walking so timid

Try to day dream in room when it got low ceilings

No feelings cut dry with no feeling

Blood dripping the veins flowing my hearts spilling

Picture perfect how you paint me out to be the villain

Cropping out the fact that I was doing all the heaving lifting

Hanging by a thread while you tugging at the rope

Hard to even say with your hands around my throat

Shots got fired now I’m clearing out the smoke

True colors start to show

Came in like the waves

Crashing and I can’t get out the way

So if this is the final breathe I take

Will you watch and let me suffocate?

I’m praying but I’m losing faith

Watched me come undone

When I need someone

You cut me and run

Then all this weight

Came in like the waves

Crashing and I can’t get out the way

So if this is the final breathe I take

Will you watch and let me suffocate?

I’m praying but I’m losing faith