Me And My Madness

I hear string in songs when they're not there

I see things in darkness when i'm scared

I feel cold out when it's sunny

Make a joke and laugh about it

Feel like you're a moving target

Wish all this had never started

Cut my hair and then I cut my skin

Hurt myself instead of hurting him

Feels like it's a nightmare I'm in

Say one thing and think another

Stay in bed cos you're not bothered

Pray that it will soon be over

He told you that he loved you he'd stay with you

Oh you're a fool

Don't believe what people say, they never stay anyway

He kissed me and then he stayed the night

I can't see that things could work out right

Seems as if I'll mess up some way

Hold his hand the world seems all new

Understand things when he's near you

Now he's gone it all seems untrue

He left her he said he cared that he'd be there

When you're scared

Don't believe what people say, they never stay anyway

(Don't believe what those people say, it's all lies anyway)

I don't think they will

I just can't sit still

Funny kind of ill

I don't wanna think about it

Showed me that your love

But it's not enough

I can't ever trust

I don't wanna think about it

You're there by my side

Then I asked you why

Could it be you lied?

I don't wanna think about it

My phone rings but there's no one there (hello?)

All my dreams have vanished in thin air

Was it real when you said you'd care

Once you kissed or did you dream it?

Bought a gift but he's not seen it

How'd you know he didn't mean it?

When he's gone it all goes wrong

Smashed up your home

Now you're alone

Don't believe what people say, they never stay anyway

I don't think they will

I just can't sit still

Maybe 'cause I'm ill

I don't want to think about it

You said it before

How can I be sure?

How to be assure?

I don't wanna think about it

You're there by my side

Then I asked you why

Could it be a lie?

I don't wanna think about it

All of what you said

Goes round in my head

When I lie in bed

I don't wanna think about it

I'm too paranoid

You could get annoyed

So did other boys

I don't wanna think about it

Heard it all before

Gets to be a bore

God my head is sore

I don't wanna think about it